Wohohoho! I'm feeling so scared and excited at the same time. It's a 5-95 chance right here! 95 for failing and 5 for passing. My classmate who took the UPCAT earlier today told me to scan my books really well! The reading comprehension, according to him, was easy. But I guess that the UPCAT people are really smart that there're two kinds of sets of exams. One for the Saturday applicants and one for the Sunday applicants. Tsk! It would be a complete miracle if God would allow myself to get accepted in UP.

Sorry nga pala, 'cause I forgot to link all the UP/UPCAT words used in my entry. Oh well, there's still ADMU, DLSU, UST and the lot. Sorry for the non-link-back situation going on. Hehe.

Anyway, I wish everyone else (to the other students who'll be taking the UPCAT tomorrow) good luck. May God bless us the supply of knowledge we'll be needing for this upcoming nightmare (wow).

The title explains it all. Hehe.

He. Doesn't. Love. You. Anymore.

Mwah, mwah, mwah! I love you so much! May God grant you more of His blessings para masaya, 'di ba? Happy, happy, joy, joy! Thanks for the food and the Timezone (sorry, no link) credits and the KODAKAN moments. Mwah! You're fifteen! My GOSH, you're getting old. Nyahaha. Kita-kits na lang sa susunod na handaan! Kwan, be prepared!

I feel sorry for everything. Maybe this is really the end of us. Love is just kinda playful, I guess. Sometimes serious, but most of the time- not serious. And it sucks. I wish he never became my friend. I wish we just never played all those online games. I wish we never had those long phone calls. I wish he just sent all those cards or gifts to some other girl whom he really cared for. If DoTA was actually a girl, she would be my first bet. I wish I just felt all those moments with another person. I wish I just died instead of my Mom, para hindi na umiyak 'yung Dad ko when she left us.

I love God. I love my family. I love my friends. I love my school. I love everything that I have right now. Even him. But I guess everything's just a dream. A big and silly old dream. Bakit kaya gusto ni God na maranasan ko 'to lahat? What's His explanation for all these things? Lord, please, if you're reading my blog and I know you are, please make everything stop and just take me away in a very far problem-free place. Some place where I can't be hurt tremendously. PLEASE.

Fine, maybe I really didn't mean all those things on the first paragraph, but a part of me feels that way. Sigh.